EDIT: OH THE TERRIBLE HORRIBLE THINGS THIS PICTURE HAS CAUSED ME
the person it was actually ABOUT actually FOUND this
first of all, I applaud their detective skills
second, I curse ever making this because OMG THE TROUBLE IT CAUSED, LIKE I SAID BEFORE.
pretty much, a 3 hour long conversation went down full of almost nauseating amount of soap-opera like emotion
oh karma. KARMA. why do you fuck with me like this? I mean HE SPARED NO DETAILS. DEAR GOD.
anyway, back to the original description kiddies!
is it really valentines day?
let me be frank:
I have never really had a good valentines day
even though my birthday is the day before
I always end up feeling lonely and blatantly single on V-day
and lately, Ive been having a...difficult time with someone in my life
at first, I didn't like him at all
but then...if you read, he grew on me
and then, OUT. OF. NOWHERE.
he got a girlfriend. he didn't even TALK about her
and yet, he continued to flirt with me, and tell me how much he loved me
and...I wonder, does he expect me to be OK with that?
but then, I think I am overreacting
and I need to chill out
so I decided to make something for it
the thing about being an artist is that, if I'm feeling something and it overwhelms me, as long as I get it down on paper and like the result, the feelings go away
if you pay attention, every major turn in my life is marked by some kind of artistic expression
it helps me clear my head and move on
since I made this, me and J still talk like nothings happened
one day, I want to ask him WHY he cant stay single for more than 5 minutes
but for now, I dont even see her as a threat UGH
jessie, this is NOT LIVE JOURNAL.
moving on from my god damn feelings
THIS THING TOOK FOREVER.
the filesize was FUCKING HUGE. my GOD
and then I had to downsize it to get the PNG to work correctly
anyway, blood brushes here: [link]
song that I listened to while coloring it: [link]
LOL. ASHER ROTH. YOU NEED TO COOL DOWN GOOD SIR.
fun fact: I drew ALL THOSE ROSES FROM SCRATCH
I want to rip my eyes out
roses are complicated and stupid and I hate them
but, to all the loved and unloved masses out there, I sincerely wish you a happy valentines day. eat some chocolate or something.